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oh hi
HI IT HAS BEEN A LONG TIME ultimately I’ve spent my time away from here trying to seek out inspiration, balance stillness and peace with work and school, and trying to seize the moment. life is cool. also still as confusing and unpredictable as ever, but that’s the best part! here’s to fridays and physiology… Continue reading
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an epiphany of sorts
Today I had somewhat of an epiphany, I think. I’ve been struggling with the thought that I typically care more about people than they care about me. Which probably sounds pretty self-deprecating, but it’s one of those nasty insecurities that I can’t ever shake entirely. Anytime that thought occurs to me I always find myself… Continue reading
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You know what’s absolutely crazy? The fact that we think we’ve all found absolution. We tell ourselves we know who we are. We know what we want to do with our lives. We know the type of person we want to marry. We know the general progression our life will follow. And I know I… Continue reading
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say it
Hi! I don’t know how to write this post. I love you. I say that to people a lot. And it means something different to me depending on who I’m talking to, but that by no means detracts from what it means in its entirety. And it doesn’t mean that I use it recklessly. It… Continue reading
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21
Hiiii! I turn 21 tomorrow! When I turned 19 I did something similar to this, but then forgot last year, so I’m bringing it back! I love love love birthdays for everyone. Another year of life! YES YES YES! I’m so happy to have you here! ANYWAY, 21 Things I Know To Be True Things… Continue reading
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a welcome revelation?
This post may quickly devolve into nonsense, but I am just desperately trying to get my thoughts into some sort of order. I’ve been thinking long and hard the last few weeks, but I’ve only recently started to understand what the high speed thought process truly is. I’ve felt so raw and exposed lately. Bear… Continue reading
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what tri means to me: a love letter of sorts
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking about the sport of triathlon lately and the three pieces that encompass it: swim, bike, run. You don’t understand the amount of time I’ve spent mourning my injury and the disappointment I feel when I still can’t run. You don’t understand how triathlon helped shape me into who… Continue reading
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MAY!
Welcome to the best and most beautiful month of the year! I hope that you run into this month with a fresh face and light shoulders. I hope that you take the time to feel the sun and that you take time to savor a perfectly proportioned Arnold Palmer. I hope that you know that… Continue reading
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fast forward
All I’ve been wanting to do lately is fast forward. To finals, to the end of a work shift, to the summer, to next semester, to having a healed leg. And if you know me, you know that I struggle with impatience. However, I just don’t want to do that anymore. It’s giving me a… Continue reading
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4/11
I’m in a strange place, I think. It’s one of energy and exhaustion, of staleness and newness, or routine and spontaneity. Mostly I feel like I have something waiting for me, but I just haven’t arrived there yet. “What you seek is seeking you.” I don’t even necessarily feel bad… Just expectant. As if I’m… Continue reading
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